NKOTB!

Oh my gar!! I am soo jealous that Tiff, Mom, Liza and other people got to go! They keep telling me about how they said, "FACE TIME!" and one of them said it back, and how mom saw David Archuleta, and how Lady Gaga was awesome/scary, and how someone threw an I LOVE MORMON GIRLS! shirt on the stage and one of them put it on. Cheese...

Anyways, lately I've really been having fun at school, and STILL meeting new people! I have more friends here than I had in California (and I had a lot). We had a dance party at lunch the other day, and I had to teach almost all of 2nd lunch how to do the electric slide. Wow it was awesome. Oh and I've been doing really good in my Drafting (architect) class! We are drawing lots of awesome things. The only thing that makes me mad, is when I don't get every measurement perfect, the whole thing looks weird...
I also want to do sports here. I'm thinking about doing track later this year, and JV football next year. :)
I really REALLY wanna play! I was totally gonna play on the freshman team this year, but I was too scared. Oh yea, and I really lost my confidence in trying out a lot recently, cause Sharla and Paul were saying things, and other people were too...but who cares. I'm gonna do what I love and prove them wrong. :)

Oh yea! We did our talks today in Sacrament Meeting! Our whole family did. I was super scared, but I got even more nervous when Elder Ballard was sitting on the stage with us, and also the girl from High School Musical (the one that says, "I like to pop, lock, jam, and break!) was there! She is super pretty, but her fiance looks kinda weird with his mullety hair-do.
I thought I was talking super fast and I heard that my voice was shaky, but everyone said that I was the only one thinking that.
It was crazy afterwards, cause everyone was charging us and not the girl from HSM!

SO..........

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TWILIGHT!!!

Mi madre got me tickets for the first showing and I can't wait! I think I am seriously going to pee myself in my trailer-pants! (though I don't have any)
I wanna see it like...a million times!
Who wants to go for Thanksgiving?!!?

(if you look at the last post...you'll see the quizzes I took)
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Haha. Say that 5 times fast.

Here are some stupid quizzes I took, and since it's so late, and I can barely keep my eyes open...I'll do a real blog tomorrow after I do my talk in sacrament.

You Are 95% Hyper

You have an energy unlike any other. You're full of pep. People wonder how you are able to get so much done. You love to keep busy. It's likely that you're very physically active as well. You have a lot of physical endurance. You are also quite outgoing. You're quick to start up a conversation and make friends. You have the drive, confidence, and motivation to take you far in life. While you may tire some people out, someone else is always looking to feed off your energy.

How Hyper Are You?

Take the Quiz and Share Your Results!


Take the Quiz and Share Your Results!
Then I got all 32 answers right on the Twilight book quiz.

And oh my gar...
look at this height chart. It's crazy. Look how short Alice is!!!!!!!!

New!

You need to watch the first video cause the second one won't work.

Now I have three things to say:
1. Go try to win a free bag at handbagplanet.com
2. IT'S SNOWING!
3. I just got called as the Mia Maid Secretary and I got set apart in front of Elder Ballard. :-)

Guyaholic!

Yea haha I know that title is kinda stupid, but hey that's what I am! (and its also the name to the book I'm reading)
I went to another game on Friday and it was against Cottonwood. We lost by one touchdown but that's okay, we had a fun time. I made so many more friends than I had, and I also found out that my new best friend gives the BEST hugs in the whole world! He is so awesome. Oh yeah and about the last football game post...Ashley you were right about the guy I liked. Ishmael hates my guts for some reason. He hasn't talked to me since THAT NIGHT! (the night I posted that blog) And it really sucks cause he was awesome. :(
Anyways...HAHA! Oh my gosh. During the game, me and Jonah were walking around and this group of 10-15 black guys all walked up to me and started hitting on me and trying to hold my hand and hug me and get me to sit on their lap and all that stuff. They were literally fighting over me and it was hilarious. Then one of them yelled, "Fellas! Fellas! Look at this beautiful young woman! She shouldn't have to watch us quarrel like this! Now.....since I am the one that is the most polite.....and good looking, I should get her." (yea he was trying to talk big) :P
So he put his arm around me and made me walk with him. I pushed his arm down and told him to keep his distance or I wouldn't walk with him, so he said, "Aight guuurrll! I'll respect you!" He was asking me all these weird questions like, "Do you hear my accent?" I said no and then he said, "WHAT?! How can you not? How 'bout you guess where it is from! Do you think it is...Jamaican....African....English....take a guess." I told him I didn't know and he yelled, "IT'S A COMBINATION! I'm so awesome-more awesome than those other guys-that I'm from like...4 different countries!" I told him that is cool, and went to hang out with my friends. I will never forget how weird he was...hehe.
Hey you know that new movie that just came out called "Forever Strong"? Yea I wanna see it cause it was filmed at my school, and we had most of the cast at our school for an assembly. It was really awesome. My friends and I want to sign up for rugby in the Spring. I wanted to sign up for football this year but I was too late.....or I was just a girl.. :(
Oh well....I'll try again. One of the coaches really wants me to so I hope that's a good sign.

I just heard about this singer called Lenka. I think she is awesome.
(click picture)

I wanna go to her concert November 18th at the Avalon Theater, but I don't think I can... :(
Check her out. I'm sure you will like her. :)

Also...at HANDBAGPLANET.COM they have a contest going on! Check it out

Shooting!

Tiff and I just got back from a Young Womens activity, and we went to a shooting range. They had about 15 guns, ranged in order from smallest to largest. The smallest was probably a .22, and I think the biggest was a machine gun. Tiff and I were the only ones who did all of them. The other girls were scared but I don't know why.
People kept asking if we've done it before but we never had. Even the girls who had wouldn't even do the big ones! Even the guy instructing us was surprised. Now people call me 'police girl' cause of the way I was holding them. Haha. It was crazy awesome. Now we want guns just to shoot things. But nothing living. NOTHING.

Oh my garrr! I have mid terms now! :(
This sucks I hate them.


ALSO!
Look at this HILARIOUS thing a mormon guy wrote about Edward. Hehe it's awesome.

Football Game!

Wow that was really fun. It was my first high school football game and we lost against East High (BOOOO!) cause they cheated for sure. :/
But the good part was that I got to hang out with my BEST friend Ishmael the whole time! Ahhh! He is soooo cute! My mom saw him and she says he is a really cute boy. I can't wait till I'm 16! Yay!
He is tall, dark and handsome....for real.
He IS tall, he IS dark with dark brown curly hair, and he IS handsome! He also has the most GORGEOUS eyes! ...........Crystal Green.......Wow......... Haha.

Anyways...I've lost about 5 pounds so far at school cause of all the running up and down stairs all day. Ugh. And I also want to sign up for Football! One of the coaches really wants me to, but the other one doesn't cause he is a sexist. :(
Oh well, I'll try again next year.
And oh my dddoooshhh!!!!
I was running after the bus the other day with my shoes off, and there was a crack in the sidewalk and I hit my left foot on it....now my foot looks like this... (this isn't my foot)



Oh yeah, but the WHOLE side of my toe is gone, not just the top. Yukky. I keep crying during PE while we play football cause they ALWAYS throw it to me, not that I object, but it really hurts when I have to run to make every dang touchdown. Haha.

Well.....I have to go to Joe's tomorrow after Jonah's game... :(
I'm not too excited. :(


HIGHLAND IS DA BASTE!!!!!!!

Mah Birfday!!!

Yesterday was my Birthday and it was great!
First I went to church and the youth gave me some charms for a bracelet! I have a Salt Lake Temple charm and a charm that says, "Stand Tall".
And when we came home, I got like 7 calls from all of my friends from California, and my family. My mom then made my favorite dinner!





It is lasagna but with bow-tie noodles, and melted mozzarella cheese on the top.
Yummy! I got soooo full!
And then after dinner, I watched Robert Pattinson get interrupted on the VMA's (you can't hear the first 3 seconds) AhhH! I was sooooo mad!





and then went to bed.
And now today I am really sick... :( Bummer.

My Babies Are Gone!

People just took my baby kitties and I can't stop crying. :(
I miss them!

Memories.

This tag is pretty unique, so I thought I would give it a shot.

1. As a comment on my blog, leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember!

2. Next, re-post these instructions on your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you. It's actually pretty funny to see the responses. If you leave a memory about me, I'll assume you're playing the game and I'll come to your blog and leave one about you.

Girls Camp!

Yeah just got back from camp and it was AMAZING!!!!
I'm soooo happy I went! It was super fun, although I was Harper-sick the whole time. : ( Our theme was Anchored to Christ or in other words "pirates" or "islandy". We had a luau (or however you spell it) and ate ice cream mixed with snow cones! Delicious! We also had lots of pranks. But some wards went over board, and they literally tortured the poor girl! When we saw that, it turned into a full on brawl. I was also sick the whole time and could barely walk some of the days... :/
But the night before we left we had testimony meeting with our ward....all I have to say is that is was very very spiritual, and I cried the whole time cause of it. Tiffany got a blessing from our bishop cause we thought her appendix bursted but it didn't. Almost everyone bore their testimony. It was probably the best testimony meeting I've been to in a long time, but I might just be saying that cause all I'm thinking about is last Sunday when I bore my testimony in front of the whole church, started crying, and ran away. Seriously. : ( I'm still very embarassed.
Well, now I'm finally safely home playing with my baby and eating IHOP.
And also now our whole house is packed up and we just have to clean a couple of things.
THAT'S ALL!

Also this guy is writing his own version of Breaking Dawn!
Mormon Husbands
Only 10 more days to get tortured!!!!!!!

Too much crying.

The last day of school was very sad. There was too much crying! Especially from me and my best friend Kristi. The crying started when the choir started singing. I didn't -couldn't- sing cause I was crying too much. I tried but it didn't sound too good so I stopped trying. When we got off stage, I had about....oh, 17 people from the stands run down and start hugging me (although they weren't allowed to get out of their seats) because no one at school had ever seen me cry, except for Kristi cause she lives across the street from me and she is there when I talk to my dad on the phone. When the ceremony was over, I had all the same people and more come over to hug and say goodbye. Man, even the people I had conflicts with! It was crazy.
Okay, enough of the sad stuff.....the highlights of that day were cool.
The first thing that happened was that I really wanted a yearbook, but I only got the money the last day of school, and I was almost certain that they were sold out, but I still checked. And they told me..............yes. They were sold out. But when I was walking out, the lady came running out and told me that she had the last one EVER, and she didn't want to sell it, but apparently I looked too cute to say no to, so I got the last one in existance. Lucky me, eh?
And the rest of the day was awesome -after all the crying of course- because Laurel, Candice, Marissa, Kailey(I think her name is), and I went to Frugos -yum!- and then we went swimming at Laurels for 102.76 hours! I want her little baby cat, but my momma keeps saying no. Come on! It's a baby! How can you resist? I guess I have to show it to her first....haha. I'll get it sooner or later. Just kidding.
Well......we just got back from Vegas and it was SUPER fun! We swam alot and I got my second sunburn EVER (I usually just tan)! Then our last day we went to the stip and hung out for forever, and got little fart clay stuff. I LOVE IT!
Then when we got home we started packing and we have all the furniture downstairs out. : (
Oh well. I knew it was coming sooner or later. We never stay in one place for long.
Now to books. I finished Stephenie Meyer's The Host a while ago, I'm reading Stephen Kings Hearts in Atlantis right now, and after I'm going to read Cell by Stephen King also.
Anymore suggestions?
I'm always looking for a good read.


http://mormonhusbands.blogspot.com/2008/07/breaking-dawn-spoof-part-i.html
http://mormonhusbands.blogspot.com/2008/07/breaking-dawn-spoof-part-ii.html
http://mormonhusbands.blogspot.com/2008/07/breaking-dawn-spoof-part-iii-dramatic.html

I love this man!

8th Grade Graduation

Oh myyyyy!
8th grade graduation is coming June 19th. I'm soooo excited! But I don't really want to be singing for it. I want to watch, not be watched. Yuck.
Well...the song we sang last year was a good song, but I personally think this one is better! :) You should hear me in class, I am like screaming in excitement after we learn a new part cause it sounds so awesomely amazing. It is called, "Like and Eagle". Our mascot is an eagle, so that kind of worked out okay.
Here are two videos of choirs singing it. I think the first one is better because it has all the parts we sing, but we aren't split up in boys and girls. It's sopranos, 2nd sopranos, and altos for this song. But we DO have guitar in it!
Also we don't do all the extra stuff at the end....I think. We haven't learned that much yet. But Mr. Pressler isn't big on that kind of stuff....so we might. Watch them!

The good one:


The 'okay' one:

We are in Utah!

We are in Utah and we are having a bunch of fun! It is very cold and I love it. We saw Indiana Jones today. It was amazing. I think I almost either passed out or peed my pants when the Twilight trailer showed. And then mom and Liza were laughing at me cause this person was wearing overalls, and I was trying to tell them but I couldn't remember what they were called so I said, " Hey look at those.....uhhh....trailer pants." Then Liza said, "What? Are you related to Grandpa John?" It was embarrassing.
Then we went to Red Robin and I ate the most delicious burger. It was the A1 Peppercorn burger or something like that. Next time you go there, I suggest you get that. We also went to Susan's! It was so fun! We played rock band and hung out, and ate really good cake and hung out some more!
Uhhh...what else.....I'm not sure. OH! I got the Host the other day. But I haven't started it yet...I'll get to it soon though.
I was supposed to be at a choir thing this weekend but I didn't want to go. So if my teacher is mad when I get back (and he definitely will be), I'll see you people in heaven. I'm not kidding, he is the most terrifying thing EVER!
So....BUH-BYE!
Oh and here's the Dance Festival dance I have to do with Cody Tobar! <3
But it is 3 times faster. Very hard. Cha Cha

I CANNOT BREATHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear I didn't breathe the whole time I watched this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I will die I'm so freakin excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Oh my gosh. My hands are paralyzed.

Ammazing Prediction of the 4th Book!

OME!!! [oh my edward]
I was just looking around at a bunch of random sites about Twilight-like usual when I'm on the computer-and I came upon this one site.
Edwards' Meadow
And if you click the fan fics, you'll see a bunch of awesome stories.
Well, I was reading them all, and they are pretty awesome. But then, when I clicked on the last one-named My Version of Breaking Dawn-I was in awe at how amazing it was!
It was like a short book that took me not even a whole hour to read! I cried, but I'm not exactly sure why......oh I remember! I cried because, Jacob.......wait I can't tell you! You HAVE to read it.
And if this is how the 4th book is..........I don't know. I think I would be kinda happy, but Stephenie's is probably better-although this one is great.
Click Here to view it. Oh and you have to read all the chapters IN ORDER! Or else everything will get messed up.
Look at this new picture too!



By the way...I don't exactly like Kristen Stewert as Bella.
Look how CUTE Alice looks in the back!!

My Babies Are Gone!

Today at like...9 in the morning, somebody left the back door open so the dogs came in and killed my babies. I'm so mad/sad. My mom said that Bernard was just "playing". I don't believe it. I've been crying ALOT today cause they are gone. They just barely opened their eyes, and they had to see all of that? Cheese I don't think It's fair. I thought today was supposed to be a good day, cause I looked really cute at school! I had a cute black shirt on , cute blue jeans, really cute jewelry on, and a REALLY REALLY cute red tutu! I was all happy today and when I got home I saw the Etnies box in the freezer with the 4 babies in it and started bawling. Lilo has also been freaking out all day. Meowing really loud, searching the whole house. I feel so bad..... : (
I hope Lilo gets over it fast so she can have more babies, but I bet it would take me a long time to get over the fact that my newborn babies just got killed by a stupid dog................................Well...............tomorrow I'm going to see 2 plays!
1.) 1776 at the Yucaipa HS with all 8th graders
2.) Wicked after school
I'm so excited! I'm going to wear my tutu again tomorrow for 1776 and for Wicked I'm going to wear my new really pretty dress Tiffany bought and gave to me! Thanks Tiff! Well now I'm listening to Hey Jude by Joe Anderson. I LOVE that song!

Listen to it and then watch the amazing video of a little girl singing it and "playing" her guitar...




korean baby singing hey jude
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KITTIES!!!!!!!!

Lilo is having her babies THIS SECOND!
I can hear the first baby crying right now!!!!!!
I'm sooooooo excited!

Lately.......

I apologize for not getting on in a while...here's what I've been doing lately:

• Baptisms for the Dead
• Helped out at the D.I.
• Made a couple of big promises to myself
• Started Lisey's Story
• Got threatened by a couple of very weak people at school
  
• Got out of school for Spring Break
• Went to my very first mormon dance!
• And today I went to Youth Conference.

Yeah...so if you wish to know anything about any of those awesome experiences, ask me!

NOBODY knows this side of me....

I truly don't desire to share my life story with anyone willing to read it. I just want to tell you that there is another girl in here that isn't just obsessed with the books! She is a whole different person than the one I choose to show you. I'm not searching for your thoughts on me, or begging for your consent.

I am not going to go on a rant protesting war. I am not going to notify you that you're killing our planet. Or advise you that you must 'increase the peace'? I wont persuade you to protest over eating dead animals. Or that if you have sex, do drugs, that you will pop off and/or are ruining your life. I'm not here to feed you your opinions, or let you indulge in mine, figure them out for yourself.

Music, art, and films more intriguing when they are formed by reminiscence, or emotion, opposed to money or fame. We may disagree a lot upon what's good, or not.. Too bad if I don't like your taste in these areas, It's going to happen. Sure, just like everyone, I'm a critic.

When it comes to 'originality' you don't have it. I don't have it, and it's all been done previously. Good luck telling me otherwise, you are just like the next. Sure, I may be different from you. But easily enough, we all are. I'm not saying "I'm better" or, "I'm 'original"'. Were all diverse and attach ourselves to different attributes in our lives, and that makes us who we are, who we're apart from, what we thrive in, and where we abide in life.

I don't have an opinion on love, it's all too much of an illusion right now.
Merely just, something fabricated in our minds. Plus I'm too young too really understand what people go through for love.

Generally, most of the things I choose to wear, you will not find in your local hot topic, or wet seal. I don't shop around at the mall, usually. My sister and I get thrills out of $2.99 shoes, and recycled clothing that has ungodly aromas when you first purchase.We spend heaps of time shopping, and enjoy the thrifts.Tiffany probably own more sweaters that once belonged to walker-using old ladies, than you do. We have ridiculous amounts of jewelry and a terrible obsession for weird glasses

Everyone seems to be all wrapped up in their own self-involvement. And, It fascinates me to know that there are eight years olds out there, with step-by step lives planned out for them. Going to Ivy league colleges, and getting scholarships in elementary school. Success plainly handed to them on a large golden platter. It makes me a nervous wreck, seeing that, I don't know where I'm headed. I don't have too many plans for my future yet.

There are very few things that are actually home to me. And it really sucks when we have to move. Sometimes it seems that anything that gets anywhere close important to me, can and will genuinely vanish in a matter of moments. I keep my feelings close, and my head even closer. It takes a lot for me to open up it all to an absolute stranger. There's countless things that you probably won't ever know about me. Heck, there's so many things I'm baffled upon about myself too. The things that bother me, they build up. I don't often let them out until its thoroughly necessary.

The night is my companion. Its where my thoughts are most vivid, and my imagination, ajar. This is when my hand writes, illustrates, creates best (or I just read my books). I actually really want to aquire a set of paint and artsy tools. It's no nuisance, there's nothing to distract my mind. Everything is open, and my head is clear. I'm already a restless person, not quite an insomniac. I enjoy it most this way, and wouldn't want it any other. My sleeping schedule may be impossible, I'm tolerable with it. But, I most likely won't show you anything that my nights conjure up, nor my days. Again, I'm not an open book.

I've got plenty of flaws, don't get me wrong. I'm every ounce of insecure, and scared of death. I can be judgmental, and I won't always see things your way. My glass isn't half-full, nor half-empty and I don't believe that it honestly matters of that, but more or less, what's inside. I'm terrified of what I'll turn out to be, and where the roads will direct me. I lose friends, make friends. People disappear from my life completely and I honestly don't know who to keep around. Sometimes I'm on the borderline of just about five different people, being someone entirely different from one day to the next. I used to claim I was fearless, that none thing could phase me the least bit. I was wrong, I know I'm scared. You should admit it too, because trust me.. No one is strong enough to be unafraid. You, Yourself, will defeat fear, but you will never completely overcome it.



Props to you, if you read it entirely. Yes, somethings will change, some'll remain the same. Some may also thing I don't write like this....but when I get the computer room to myself....I can just open up and let the other half of me, nobody really knows, out. I don't even think my mom knew I was like this!
CHEESE!

Anyways....
I'll leave this blog up, and write others according to myself and what not.I don't know if any of you can relate, or if you even have the slightest opinion on any of this. It's mostly, for me. Comment if you'd like and feel free to ask any questions. Well.. take care.

The Cullen Family!!!!

They just got the whole Cullen family finished casting!!!!

Go look on her website.

Look at this song!

Look at this page!
I only like the first song though.
You have to look at the lyrics too.

Click Here!

A very few of the things I like....

Thrift shopping, sketching, vintage clothing, the smell of coffee, morning showers, seattle, burning incense, independent films, scarves, polaroids, fabric paint, sarcasm, postsecrets, sharp bone structure, tea, sunglasses, clouds, exciting wallpaper, painting, marine life, edie sedgewick, nylon and misbehave, karma, over sized sweaters, old and gold jewelery, recycled clothing, the language of love, clocks, shoes, asymmetrical faces, rain, drawing, cowboy boots, perception, oxymoron's, poetry, terrible quality images, the smell of smoking, skipping dinner, ignorance, skyscraper sunflowers, static, dreaming while awake, buffalo exchange, exciting situations, scrawny gents, green eyes, kazoos, night time talk, my books.

I'll think about more stuff.

THEY PICKED AN EDWARD!!

Oh my gosh!

They actually picked an Edward for the movie!
His name is Robert Pattinson.
He is sooo cute!